Wednesday, January 10, 2018

I am not McDeaf

In thinking and retrospecting and gaining perspective, I have spent years trying to understand deaf discrimination and why it happens.
First off, in trying to be wise, in using wisdom, a wise person will know that in life, one will always have adversaries, enemies, opponents. One must be shrewd to understand these matters. Being deaf means this can be magnified and can be blown out of proportion. So for one to be shrewd, one must understand that one will have enemies, adversaries, opponents, and therefore one has to formulate a strategy of defense, dodging attacks, avoiding conflict, and winning with success.
So, as I know myself, no one knows myself more than I do. I see myself as beautiful and handsome, and highly intelligent. Girls have walked up to me and told me I am beautiful.
Now, when faced with deaf discrimination/rejection/attacks, it was so hard for me to grasp. It was incomprehensible, when discriminated for being deaf, that I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it was happening, because I was so way into knowing how handsome and intellectual that I am, that even when people judged me for being deaf, I couldn't even believe they were doing it when they were doing it. I was so way out there in my being high on myself for being handsome and intelligent. So high on that . I was so high on being handsome and being intelligent, that I didn't really notice that people were judging me for being deaf for years. Finally when that sinked in, I was like, what the fuck???? Is this for real?
For real? I couldn't believe that they were judging me for being deaf. It took many years for that to sink in. I finally understood that they were judging me for being deaf. It was more than that. Most of the people that were, had such low ego, due to many reasons, mostly low intellect, but also due to not being as good looking as I, as well as just being white trash, or just being an adversary or an opponent as life just brings out enemies.
So, I was like, you really, really, really, really are judging me for being deaf, for real? Me, of all people? Do you not know how good looking and intellectual I am? For real? They deemed themselves superior and that I was inferior on the very simple, superficial premise that they were hearing and I was deaf.
I've read 900 books and have a fine arts degree and have A's in my liberal art classes of philosophy and literature. I considered myself a high-brow intellectual with good looks and talents.

So, as it took a long time for it to sink in that I was discriminated for being deaf, which was so hard for me to believe and comprehend, as I still find it comprehensible, like, How dare they judge me for being deaf! Who do they think who they are? Who are they who think they can judge me for being deaf? As it took me a long time to understand this, to comprehend it, I realize that the people who do that are ignorant, stupid, uneducated, dumb, white trash, redneck, assholes, and most of all, non-intellectual, with low-ego whose low-self esteem is boosted by hating on others. Finally, after being judged for being deaf so many times, it took me a long time to get over the anger and being upset over it, like, how dare they! How dare they! Its an outrage! It took more than a decade to manage my emotions associated with it. I took a great offense to it as unjustifiable it was, I, David Cardamone the Awesome, so Handsome and Intelligent, was judged for being deaf! But I am so coo The shock of deaf discrimination was so incomprehensible, that it wasn't identifiable for me to grasp until years of it, after it finally broke my "high off myself and my intellect".The shock elicited tempter tantrums and emotional distress of bewilderment and disgust. Man, is a raging machine, and it is when he is spiritual/intellectual he diverts from being a mere animal to a being of cognitive conceptualizer and critical thinker. My anger has distorted my reality with it's 'anger distorts' that the same evil energy that creates deaf discrimination, wants to take me where it came from. Its landscape, is like a swamp of quicksand, you have to keep moving or you will sink and not find dry land. Throughout this emotional landscape of cognitive dissonance spewed with intellectual distortion, where paranoias spring to life, paranoias spring to reality. The conspiracy reality of deaf discrimination became too real. I become branded, by a consumerist world, where my brand is McDeaf, and when people see me as McDeaf, they see me with the cliches and misconceptions and misperceptions that the human cattle sees McDeaf as. When a cute blonde girl I met at a party talked to me for a whole hour, and then she saw some deaf people at the party and asked me "Are you Deaf like them". I said "I am deaf" and she walked off. Apparently I was the prince she was looking for until she found out I was deaf a hour later. I was branded "McDeaf" in a consumer society that is brainwashed by television, guided by commercials and false news, entertained by Kim Karadishian and listening to Kayne West. Was there intellectualism in branding me as "McDeaf"? I mean, there are more burger places than McDonalds, and so even though I am deaf, I dont see myself as "McDeaf". Because, I am David Cardamone, as I am clay and God is the potter, I can be molded and shaped by God, and I can also mold and shape myself to who I can be. But to allow the same evil forces from the murky swamp of negativity, the 'deaf discrimination demons' want me to sink in that swamp, in that quicksand. They want to shape and mold my clay, by making me a "Retard McDeaf" instead of what God says I am. Society wants me to be a "Retard McDeaf" Brand and Label, instead of who God says I am. God created me so I belong to God and God is my potter and I am God's clay. Therefore, I do not accept any deaf discrimination as anything logical, acceptable, intelligent, comprehensible, appropriate, and so it is not something for me to allow to control my emotions, to distort my imagination, emotions, feelings, personality, outlook, I cannot allow deaf discrimination to alter my life. I am not "McDeaf". I am David Cardamone. I am not branded by people or swamp monsters. I trudge through that emotional landscape of the deaf discrimination swamp, to come out dry on land to find my own footing, when I interact with human beings, when I have to realize that I am being shaped and molded by God who is love and who is the creator, and not shaped by people's assholism and not shaped by evil. how the way the world works.

Friday, November 10, 2017

Hearing having a drama response to my pointing out the Ocopus-Raper is hearie

This is a hearie.
San Diego, CA | A San Diego Zoo employee has been hospitalized and is lying in critical condition after allegedly trying to sexually assault a Giant Pacific Octopus.…
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Greg Maguire
Greg Maguire What does his ability to hear have to do with this??
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone your ego as a hearie being threatened?
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Greg Maguire
Greg Maguire What's wrong with you?
You wonder why you couldn't get laid with a $100 bill hanging out your zipper.
Women not wanting anything to do with you has nothing to do with your deafness. It has to do with you being a bitter human being.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Do you think I want the companionship of a dumbed-down redneck white trash girl? Im a sapiosexual, a high-brow intellectual who has read over 800 books and 7 years of art school with top grades in liberal arts. I couldn't possibly devote my life to som...See More
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans He isn’t a redneck I assure you. Stop hating on people simply because you hate yourself. By the way you’re acting, I hardly believe you are as educated as you are claiming. You are a hateful, bitter human being. It is so sad.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone O.K. I am a hateful bitter human being because I shared what is quite a humorous (and hopefully not true) news site about a man who had his wiener eaten by an octopus and pointed out he was a hearie and not deaf. Well I am being factual, and truthful. ...See More
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans So sad. Just so incredibly sad
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Greg Maguire
Greg Maguire Awe David. I'm so sorry your deafness outweighs your intelligence. With all that education and all those books you still let you not being able to hear rule your life.
I hope one day you can grow up and are able to overcome your poor me attitude.
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Daniel Glossop
Daniel Glossop I'm a hearie and I don't remember fucking any cephalopods....not recently, at least
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Kammy Youkhana
Kammy Youkhana As usual, you gripe about "deaf discrimination", yet you're discriminating against people who can hear. Perfect logic.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone very perfect logic. Its called a Counter-Retort against those who discrimate against me for being deaf.
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Kammy Youkhana
Kammy Youkhana That makes you no better than those you retort against. Ever heard the logic not to argue with an idiot because then you become the idiot?
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Kammy Youkhana
Kammy Youkhana With that being said... I'm out!
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans I feel indescribably sad for you.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone and I feel indescribably sad for the HEARING man who fed his penis to an octopus thinking he was shagggin it
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans Doesn’t matter if he is hearing or deaf. A human is a human. What would you say if it had been a dead man? (You’ll probably say a deaf man wouldn’t do that....) some people are just stupid. It has nothing to do if they hear or not.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Im afraid it does. See, all this shows the same argument against deaf discrimination as well- for example, Why do you think Deaf people are stupid, inept, disabled, unable, crippled, retarded, ugly, un-fuckable, unworthy, unlovable, etc etc and so I feel I have to defend myself against these hateful preconceptions and perceptions.
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans I don’t think that. Did I ever say or imply I did? No, I did not. Nobody is attacking you. People are having to defend themselves because you have been attacking the “hearing” when they didn’t do anything to you.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone they didnt do anything to me? I guess it was mischevious little imps then.
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans Did anyone that has been commenting on this specific post do anything to you?
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone What you dont understand is that I am making a DEFENSIVE argument against deaf discrimination. What am I supposed to say, a positive thing about deaf discrimination? Should I have a postiive opinion of deaf discrimination? Im entitled to an opinion of deaf discrimination.
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans Nobody is saying anything about deaf. In my world, there is no deaf discrimination. You are attacking the “hearing” people. Nobody is discriminating against you at all. You have a chip on your shoulder and it’s unnecessary.
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Ohhh says the person who has videotaped my whole life and youtubed it.
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Barbara Evans
Barbara Evans Okay. Well, stop discriminating against “hearing” people, and they won’t against the deaf. Not once in my life have I EVER made fun of a deaf person. Ever. You have got to stop thinking all heading people are evil.

Thursday, November 17, 2016

Tony Rodermund And he clearly doesn't know any of us that well if he thinks we are white trash skinhead bonehead non-intellectual boring boring white trash KKK redneck hicks who can't think for themselves.
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Casey Tryon
Casey Tryon What the actual fuck. People don't like you because you're an intolerable megalomaniac who blames everyone but yourself for people not liking you.
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Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle /shrugs

I mean I can't argue with deafie Lee.

Mostly because he's to ignorant to deal with... But the fact that he barely reads lips, refuses to learn sign language, and is... Ya know... "One of dem deafie child predators"
Tony Rodermund
Tony Rodermund I'm ok with being called a high anxiety asshole. It's hurtful, but honest. Insult me, but please don't make things up.
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Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle Damn. Was legit gonna title you Deafie Lee... That was immediately shot down.
Jesse Tabor
Jesse Tabor I did like the term 'Demonic Whisperer'
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Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle ....hail Satan?
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson What do I say? Help me to conformist my Nazi brothers.
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson Why do we have so much hair?
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson I am totally white trash as I am poor and happen to be white among other white trashy reasons
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Jesse Tabor
Jesse Tabor All Hail Satan!!
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson Besides he already deleted me when I tagged him in this picture years ago
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone this is all an obvious bait-and-trap to make it look like there are other reasons for an entire group of people to have their little "tulsa race riot" and discriminate against me for being deaf and thus try to bring out all the red herrings and use those scapegoats as the reasons for your discrimination. Its not going to work. This is all pure Bonehead-boy nazism. I have seen it too many times.
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson You know being deaf is not an ethnicity, right?
Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle David. Go play in traffic. Find the bus.

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Jesse Tabor
Jesse Tabor David, I remember when we were kids our parents use to car pool us from victory Christian school aND back ( Me, my brother aaron, you and Ryan). I do remember you trying to choke your mom with her necklace and you throwing out a grass snake I caught fr...See More
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Tanner Downing
Tanner Downing So, obviously these words are being perceived as hostile attacks against the deaf Bruce Lee, and anything that says otherwise is a conformist Nazi statement......welp, ZIG HEIL! (in case you are unaware, this is what sarcasm looks like) Maybe take a l...See More
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Jesse Tabor this is a complete lie. Jesse. I have never hung out with Jesse. I have pictures of all my friends I hung out with at Victory and you were not one of them. I have pics of them, all my friends at Victory.
David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Now I have to get my other friends from Victory to confirm this. We have formed a club, "Berets' like GIJOE. I would throw a GIJOE Party and play SNake-Eyes and you, Jesse was not at that party, I even have a list of the invites.
David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Tanner, I have looked at myself and looked at where I fucked up. Where I fucked up, was making the mistake of letting other people fuck with me. That was my mistake. My other mistakes are wasting my time with assholes who hate the deaf. Other than that I see a human being, just like other human beings. What I see, is other people trying to exploit any mistake I make in order to attack me for being deaf It is not going to matter how badass I am, how much ass I kick, how good my art is, how good my music is, how good my films are, you guys will simply say it sucks and then say those are the reasons you all hate me and that is 'not because I am deaf'. Its really simpleton stupid.
Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle Well, if I'm to be accused of it.

FUCK YOU DEAF GUY! YOUR INABILITY TO HEAR IS /CLEARLY/ THE /ONLY/ REASON THE WORLD HATES YOU.
Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle You hideous, untalented, creepy, pathetic, waste of oxygen.
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Tanner Downing
Tanner Downing Really? That's it? That's your one mistake? Nothing else? Lol okay.
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Ainsley Bennett
Ainsley Bennett You are absolutely insane David Alexander Cardamone. And Dont even start with that Nazi crap on me smh. Shut your dumb mouth before you screw yourself over anymore than you already have. I used to work with the sweetest deaf and hard of hearing childre...See More
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Casey Tryon
Casey Tryon Ainsley Bennett can we be friends? You seem awesome.
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Ainsley Bennett
Ainsley Bennett Yes we can haha
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Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle Shes pretty awesome
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Nathan Natred Trim
Nathan Natred Trim Well this seems to have turned out as expected. We really owe Dave a lot for the free entertainment
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Ainsley Bennett
Ainsley Bennett No reply yet I see. I figured after those 900+ books he'd be a faster reader. 😂
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Tanner Downing
Tanner Downing AINSLEY WITH THE FIRE
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Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson All hail King Markus Kylech and his Nazi Facebook page
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone well like you said, Ainsley Bennet, if you say you work with deaf and hard-of-hearing children (and yes they are sweet) then well they may be in for a big surprise when they grow up. However, a lot of this has to do with the fact that other hearies hate it when Im more intellectual than them and thats where the discrimination and hate comes from. The hearies sure hate it when a deafie is more intellectual than them.
Kyle Johnson
Kyle Johnson When I grow up I want to be David
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David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Hillbilly Hearies need to feed their egos by denigrating those who are different from them, eh? Oh, do you know what that big word means, Shane? Ill bet you have to look it up. OH gee, I wonder why you have to feed your ego, why is it so low? Hmm..
David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Oh and I messaged my Mother on facebook, she says she would never allow snakes in her car, and I didnt attend Victory when I was 6 years old. It wasn't until I was 10 or so and we didn't have carpools then. And she says that Jesse Tabor's claim of an incident never happened.
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Jesse Tabor
Jesse Tabor David, I wasn't your friend, my brother Aaron was friends with your brother Ryan at the time. I maybe was 7.. remember that room they stuck us in, was it 101 or something? If your parents didn't show up they stick you there.. I still hate Victory Christian school. Damm I hate victory Christian school.. lol
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EJ Metzger
EJ Metzger Well...I just read all of this...David, please take this (answer honestly) and post the results.

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Shane McShuckle
Shane McShuckle . . . . . .

The funniest part is you're not joking.
David Alexander Cardamone
David Alexander Cardamone Shane, you have an asshole on your tiny micropenis, you Diarrhea UNFUCKWORTHY white trash. You suck on a cock and a turd at the same time. We are official enemies. I will one day, punish you.